In many ways, the Ayahuasca ceremony begins the moment you say “yes.”

That “yes” is not just a date on the calendar — it’s an energetic contract, a signal to your higher consciousness that you’re ready to meet yourself more fully.

From that moment, the medicine starts to move.

Fear before your first Ayahuasca ceremony is completely natural — but what if that fear was actually pointing you toward your own healing? In this post, I share why resistance arises, what’s happening in the brain, and how surrendering to the unknown can rewire you for trust, balance, and growth.

You may have heard Ayahuasca called the Grandmother medicine — sometimes she arrives with gentle tenderness, other times with tough love, and always with a depth of unconditional care. In a single evening, this mysterious brew can take you through emotions, visions, and insights that shift how you see your past, your present, and even your future.